i say "lately" because normally i'm at least a LITTLE motivated. you know, by friends, or by my need/want to not have to re-take college prep next year, etc.. but this week, all i want to do is sit around and not do what i know i'm supposed to be doing. (for example, before i go to work, i would at least THINK about if not actually DO some homework. but now all i do is sit around, and eat.)
but for the past two nights now, i've been getting in bed around 11, which is pretty late anyways, and i honestly just don't want to go to bed. i sit just chillin in my bed, exhausted and awake.
WHAT IS MY LIFE.
i'm not even motivated to go to bed!!! (fun-fact-about-sam #3: i LOVE sleeping.) i'm so unmotivated, and tired. i didn't even have the energy to be nice to people today. (i'm not saying that i'm nice all the time, to everyone, but usually i'm at least polite. (which wasn't exactly the case today.))
EXCUSES FOR BEING UNMOTIVATED:
1.) i am so over school.
2.) i'm sick. with a disease called "senioritis".
3.) i feel like the world is falling to crap.
(but really, what is the world coming to?)
4.) i'm having legit* boy troubles.
5.) i work all the time.
6.) when i'm not working, i'm
worrying about homework.
7.) i have too much to think about.
*i promise, my boy problems are legit, this time.
(meaning: said boy knows i actually exsist.)
i'm not even kidding.
it is my personal opinion that these are 100% acceptable excuses for being unmotivated.
(i even debated for a few minutes to even make the effort to come up with an actual list. (#lazylife).)
you bet i'm ending this post here because i have to work.
what is my life.
later kids,
sam
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